diary of a thin girl

im totally starting a new diet tomorrow! and i’m actually ridiculously excited. haha

500 cals a day and no more. only in fruits and vegies too. good thing thats basically all i eat right now… except for damn chocolate milk… but its all about to be over. im losing 20 lbs in a month and thats it.

cheers. its about to be a happy new year after all :D

does any have aaannnyy wait loss tips???! i want this sooo bad and i’ll do anythinng for it. i’ve been trying to do this for a year. and i’ve been alot better but i just want something thats going to work.

so is there anyone that has lost weight a certain way and it works?? PLEASE help (: i would love to hear all suggestions :D

MY GOAL: before this new years i would like to lose 10 lbs. i know thats a lot. but i know i can do it.

i’ve gained weight and i fucking hate it. i need to learn to stay more focussed at all times and sacrafice the things i want for the moment for things i want more then anything in the future.

MY GOAL: after new years i would like to lose 10 more pounds.

MY ULTIMATE GOAL: to be happy with myself for one in my life.

i would like to live the life i want to live. skinny as hell, and doing things i want to do for myself. i wont let others control me anymore. its my life. and if i want to be skinny then i will be skinny goddamnit.

(Source: stopsayingtomorrow, via becomingtiny)

i’m having a cigarrette. and i’m done eating until i’m skinny.

i’m so fucking sick of this fake happiness… i just want to be able to do what i truely believe in and do what makes ME happy because its MY fucking life. and i will starve and starve and starve until i’m ok with myself. and i’m happy. i’m not living my life to please anyone… until i can make sense of how to please myself first…

STAY STRONG, STARVE ON <3